...you still have my heart and won't give it back...

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1.	you broke me 05:52	lyrics	buy track
i stand here broken never able to move past the last intimate contact it replays in my head all day every day and i just want it to fucking stop get out of my head leave me alone let me move on you successfully broke me i hope your happy i loved you and i thought you loved me to what changed? what happened? you used to be my everything but now you're my absolute nothing what do you want me to say that i don't feel like things are different? cause i think it's pretty apparent they are you broke me successfully you successfully broke me and you seem pretty okay with that and you have no qualms you don't care you evil son of a bitch what am i supposed to think of you now? it used to mean everything and in a way it still does you still have my heart and you won't give it back
2.	necessary therapy 03:36	lyrics	buy track
i need you to know that i don't want to be here anymore than you do but fuck it here we are i'm not going to tell you how i feel i'm not going to tell you anything about me you don't need to know shit about me i don't care if you think it's necessary at all all of this means absolutely nothing to me i don't if you think it's necessary it means nothing to me
3.	situationship 03:45	lyrics	buy track
we're not together or are we? what are we anyway? what does it mean? are we anything at all? does this mean anything to you? or is it just me? what are we baby? i've never understood your way with words i've never understood how you look at me i never understood the way you told me i was everything only to take that back so fast that hurt so bad what are we? i thought you loved me but maybe you still do and i'm just overthinking it but i can't help but feeling like it might be over it might've meant more to me than it ever did to you and that doesn't make me feel any better about us i love you. was it a throw away for you? was it a one-night event? if it was then this is my last stand
4.	hitting me isn't going to change anything 07:12	lyrics	buy track
if you think hitting me is going to change anything about this you're dead wrong you know i'm fragile you know i'm weak right now you unfortunately know everything i let you in me this is what i get for trusting you i deserve this in your eyes and in a way i believe you i've ruined everything for us i deserved it i deserved this hitting me isn't going to change anything for us where did the love go hun? where did we go wrong? where did i make you so upset? how did i make you so angry? why are you so angry at me? all i did was show you love i gave you everything you wanted and i sacrificed so much to make us work to make us happen and to make you happy i just wanted you to be happy with me i didn't expect this relationship to end with a black eye i don't want you to think i didn't love you because i really did and you ruined it and you wanna blame me for all your misfortunes you wanna blame me for everything that went wrong it's all my fault i'm sorry i showed you all the love in the world i'm so sorry i'm sorry you thought hitting me was the best thing for us hitting me isn't going to change anything
5.	please hold my hair back as i vomit out all this fake love 01:36	lyrics	buy track
drinking buddies or soul mates? i'm try to distinguish us we're special maybe or maybe i'm a little too fucked up to think you left me all alone in the dead of night i'll never forgive you i was going left you were going right when all is said and done maybe we were better off as strangers on the opposite sides of the bar