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i'll pray for you even if you don't want me to handkerchief code 3:16 says i just kissed your ass and you gave me nothing return do you have time to talk about our lord and savior jesus christ? through him i found nothing through him you won't see anything i don't want you to pray for me
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it feels like you donā€™t listen constantly staring at the floor when iā€™m sobbing does that make you happy to hear? i think itā€™s kind of funny that when you dump all over me i take it i give you all my honest thoughts but when iā€™m half dead you wouldnā€™t turn your head your trauma matters mine doesn't mean shit to you
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BIRTHMARK 00:33
why do you try and change things you can't control? it's part of you
4.
i put in all the effort i had into making you happy and now you say youā€™re done? i just donā€™t get it why did you get me going in the first place? you said it would last forever only after three days i canā€™t believe i fell for it i just canā€™t i think i fall in love to easily iā€™m desperate for anything to make me feel special
5.
Move me To a place Where I canā€™t see Have your way with me Make me feel like Nothing Save me from this hell Iā€™ve created for myself No bookshelves No rhyme Reasoning with me? You must want to die Blowing up A new kind of space Where the gays are safe Meadows and rainbows Some other stereotype Donā€™t be sad for me Unicorns and rainbow barf What do you mean? This is how itā€™s always been Around here We donā€™t take kindly to your kind But Iā€™ll make an exception For someone Like you Word games Or mind games Make up your fucking mind No maybeā€™s Say yes To a life with me
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Away from all this distress Below the surface My blood thins And my tears go away I donā€™t understand This mistake Iā€™ve made To Be Less Gray Jump over my heart Touch my soul Whatever a soul is I really donā€™t know Kiss me Softly Kill me When I canā€™t do it Make me Run away Make me Face the facts of my case
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save me i bet you canā€™t iā€™m so far gone you have no idea how much i can take before i implode sinking deeper into a depression a bad one iā€™m sure of it no matter how hard you try iā€™m unthinkably manic i always panic whenever you're around itā€™s not funny what you do to me you make me feel so unworthy to be here right now stuck
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Underneath a bush of thorns Poke me With your poison Let me Roll over and die On the floor The hardwood floor Dripping blood Crawling out of that forest I call home Iā€™m walking on ash Just to get to you Iā€™m burning my feet Just to get through This life
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they said i would never grow but here i am once again proving you wrong proving myself right i don't care what you think at all you can try and ruin me all you want you won't succeed i hate myself already no one can stop me from going crazy cause i'm already gone so far gone no
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PLEASE STOP I AM GOING TO LOSE MY SHIT PLEASE STOP
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released May 26, 2023

track 11 by embarkation ornaments: embarkationornaments.bandcamp.com/music

album art by Luna Sarro

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