DYSPHORIA: THE SEQUAL, by handkerchief code

DYSPHORIA: THE SEQUAL

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1.	GIRLFRIEND II 01:56	lyrics	buy track
you know i'll never forget those moments those ones when we were alone no one else mattered i thought this was going to be forever but it turns out i'm terrible at dealing with my own shit i'm sorry baby i thought you could help me but i really don't know what i'm going to do without you
2.	DON'T TEASE ME... 02:19	lyrics	buy track
those nights were special tongues interlocked your hands on my waist my hands behind your neck breathing wasn't necessary you'd make me feel special why are you so fucking special? you don't understand that i'm unhealthy obsessed with you
3.	DOWN BAD 02:58	lyrics	buy track
don't make me embarrass myself i'm trying not to beg but you've almost got me there i'm in love with you that's not a secret your saliva brings me life every night all i can do is want another piece of you it hurts me when you're not around you keep me calm and keep me warm all the shadows clear up i can see again the drain doesn't clog and the sex keeps me going please just fuck me
4.	PLEASE MISS ME 01:51	lyrics	buy track
my heads screwed on wrong i can't imagine you smiling at me anymore i ruined it i told you everything and you couldn't bare my load i know it's over but when did it even begin? it was never official i thought the stall door was symbolic but it means nothing we aren't anything we're scorned we're alone
5.	NEVER TOGETHER 02:33	lyrics	buy track
baby girl it never happened i can't believe i did this i ruined my only chance to make this happen i tried my hardest i thought about you every moment i was awake that was unhealthy of me to do but it doesn't matter know does it? now all i want is to forget you
6.	I'M GOING TO KILL YOU AND THEN KILL YOU AGAIN 01:28	lyrics	buy track
Blinded by the lie Did the endless torture That Give you I happiness? Love you Did it ever occur that you’re evil? Try and hurt me again motherfucker You're fucking vile Laceration I’m going to kill you and drop an atomic bomb Laceration Onto your skull Kill yourself So I don't have to end you Say your last words Your end will be painfully sad
7.	TANTRUM II 02:41	lyrics	buy track
she's gone and i know it's my fault now she said everything wrong with me is caused by my irrational mood swings that makes no sense i told you everything about me and that's your glorious conclusion? it's bullshit why did i like you in the first place? you really helped me out that one time but this really hit me my head hurts thinking of us under that bridge or in those woods having the best time but it all hurts now it's all a nightmare it all hurts
8.	SACRIFICING COMFORT FOR CLARITY 01:37	lyrics	buy track
yeah i'll do it just to piss her off i fucking loathe that bitch i'll fuck around if it hurts her i hope this hurts her just like how she fucked me up on the inside i hate myself now so let's get down to it if i fuck her ex-boyfriend that'll be perfect revenge
9.	HOMOPHOBE II 02:33	lyrics	buy track
you know what fuck you irrational thought patterns and scars under my ears why do i have to deal with assholes like you everyday and you get away with everything and i have to wonder whether or not i'm safe it's pointless to try and stay safe when you don't care whether you're alive in the first place you make me question everything do i live? or do i quit? i just can't take much more verbal abuse from anyone i just want to fucking quit
10.	GAY RAGE 01:01	lyrics	buy track
fuck this i'm leaving i'm heartbroken i'm distraught i just want everything to stop no girls no bigots no reason for me to live the forest has meaning to me me and her loved it there what happened to us baby girl? fuck this tree
11.	FAGGOT II 08:14	lyrics	buy track
you have a problem with me cause i'm here out and proud head no longer in the sand does this make you uncomfortable? because i'm more comfortable than i've ever been why do you insist on pulling down my pants? i'm not a freak just a girl trying to keep her shit together that's an issue to you? i know i'm kind of new to you but that doesn't mean you have to ask me whether or not i'm a guy it makes me want to gouge out your eyes i'm alone i'm depressed all i do is cry all i do is lie my way out of every situation i'm unhealthy the bridge we were under the forest the dugout are the worst of me the worst thing you could make me do is relive that memory i miss you i'm distracted by your calls i wish i was still hanging on your walls but all i am is a punching bag for these meat heads and take it and it's building up inside me i'm gonna snap that's a fact